Program di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kuala Selangor bersama-sama dengan rakan iaitu Ekin, Zahidah, Jamilah, Wan Zakiah, Sue, Nazri, Rahmat, Anuar dan Faiz. Tahniah kepada semua kerana berjaya melaksanakan program ini dengan lancar walaupun pada permulaannya wujudnya beberapa halangan. Namun, kami tetap berusaha untuk membuat program di sekolah tanpa mengenal putus asa dan kecewa. Terima kasih kepada mereka yang sentiasa memberi sokongan dan kerjasama yang baik. Sekian.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Sometimes i will asking myself? Am i look fierce and serious? People feel scare of me. When i was borned by my mum on Dec 1986, i'm like that already.I dont know what kind of face i want to show to people that they hope from me. I just want to be myself only, never never never ever think to hurt, show, scare or influence other people by my face. Am i scary?Am i really have big influence to them? Am i famous among them? Or am the one that they hate so much?If u really care a person just try to do it on action. Not just using mouth u feel u r the one who r the most caring people. Sometimes, verbal and non-verbal are not same like what we did other. For me, really hard to be a human being because i just know that our face also will influence other. Suddenly i feel that why my face not look cute so people will feel nothing, too mature mah?Too serious ma? Anyway, we must appreciate what god has given to us.
i feel very very very....upset and dissappointed...i cry a lot these few days. Am i too emotional?Before this, i think i'm a strong/courageous people but now really opposite with what i think and also people think. I feel like no one can understand me. People that u think and hope them can understand you, not understand you! What is ur feeling if u r in this situation? Why they just think the person is the one who causes the situation? Why they never try to look deepen into it, why the situation occur?Dont look from surface only. Now, i really really really feel regret that why i always be the person who care and be patient to other people's bad attitude. Why i never try to tell them what they have done to me. I just know how to bear and find someone to express my feeling or pay attantion to my work. Why i must bear? I'm also a human being!Why they just know how to say a person without trying to know them better. They just know how to being together to put up a fire. Why they never think to help to solve or clear the things from black to white. Why they r not trying to give good advice to people?Why they never think the best solution?Just think from surface only, never deepen their eyes and thinking. Did they really really think deepen by doing like that can "after raining day covered with cloud'?Why we treat people good, we will get hurt? Or they do not feel anything from us? Or they never think to appreciate u since they recognize u? Because we just spend time with each other at that moment or time only? After that nothing else? What u did/put is rubbish for them? So, means not all people will appreciate us. After this happen, makes me look clearly which one is really a friend to u. If they plan it since earlier just do it! No need to bring out other people into the situation. They r also a victim too. Sometimes, i will think that did i really have a big influence to them?They all treat me as their good friend meh! They so care me meh! Then why always said that i'm the one who can influence all of yours feeling? Why i always be the most focus person among them? Why?Why?Can someone tell me the reason? Now, after calm down from a big attack. I will learn and try to face it and not avoid it by trying to keep giving myself the reason why i must stay here but i need time....TIME! Hope i can gone through it. God bless me!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Gambar ini saya ambil masa cuti raya Tahun Baru Cina di Kampung (Pahang). Yang tengah itu adalah nenek saya dan budak-budak di sebelah itu adalah counsins saya. Mereka ini agak nakal tetapi saya sayang kat mereka. Kami hanya berjumpa sekali setahun iaitu time raya.Sebenarnya, cuti raya memang dapat memberikan manfaat kepada kita. Ini kerana semua ahli keluarga dapat berkumpul bersama dan meluangkan masa untuk aktiviti yang sama. Perkara ini dapat mengerat hubungan antara satu sama lain setelah sekian lama tidak berjumpa. Kesimpulannya, baliklah ke kampung jika mempunyai masa yang terluang atau cuti. Ingatlah kepada ibu bapa kita yang sedang menunggu kepulangan kita......Mum and dad, i love u...